Have you forgotten how beautiful you are? How powerful, how magnificent, how strong.
This morning, despite the vigorous strides I took as I climbed the hill to the lookout point at the lighthouse, I was feeling deflated. I was feeling less than beautiful, less than powerful, less than magnificent, less than strong.
And then I saw it. The crystal clear turquoise expanse of the ocean.
I sighed in awe. I felt aroused by its wildness. I laughed as its foam encased a graceful surfer. I was starstruck by its power.
I engaged with it for a very long while.
I love the water. I love how the water makes me feel.
And then I smiled. I remembered. I am water. I am made up of exactly what I am looking at in amazement right now.
If I see awe, wildness, beauty and power in the ocean, am I not that too?
As I walked back down the hill I was lighter, less burdened and more serene.
It’s not the first time I’ve discovered my true reflection in nature. And it’s not the last time I’ll lose it in the noise of the world.
But it was a timely reminder of where to go when I’m a little lost. Where I’ve always gone when I’m feeling stranded, judgemental or less than in any way.
My beauty was not returned to me in a jar or in a treatment or even in a compliment by another.
My beauty was returned to me in a mirror that I didn’t need to see my face in.
My beauty was all around me.
If you want to find your softness, bite into the juicy flesh of a new season fig.
If you want to find your lushness, lie in the thick green grass of a summer field.
If you want to find your magic, fall asleep under the sparkling stars in the sky.
If you want to find your voice, listen to the roar of the ocean.
If you want to find your mystique, bathe in the luminosity of a full moon.
If you want to find your creative source, make love with complete surrender.
If you want to find your openness, watch the delicate petals of a rose unfold.
If you want to reignite your fire, watch the morning sunrise.
If you want to be blown away by your magnificence, watch the evening sunset.
If you want to connect with your heart, open it to all that is around you and breathe.
This morning I breathed in the water, the air, the fire and the earth around me. In that breath I merged with all that is me already.
If I am bewitched by all of this, I am bewitched by me too.
Have you forgotten how beautiful you are?